hai....
mixed feelings... feeling so stupid now.. i think i'm on the verge of flunking every single thing this semester.. feeling so stupid now..wads the use of studying then? useless to me now...

excuses excuses and more excuses cooked up.. non of them seeming logical, non of them seeming convincing and non of them r true....

y am i so stupid? y am i sucha idiot? y? y? y?

things are unlikely to recover any moment now.. i duno y....

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