alone

i am alone most of the time but i still need some time alone. WHY?!!! omg~

i need to be alone now, wants to be alone the whole day and wishes to be alone for as long as i like.

But can i do that?

The irony thing is, I cant do alot of things when I am alone. When i read, i feel more crowded, when i dine alone, i feel even more upset. when i sit in the dark i feel even worse then when i was sitting under lights.

the irony of everything. the irony of life, the sadness of living and the loneliness of our minds.

when should i do then?