taken for granted

 

*new project** very happy

suddenly very emo (wtf) ever felt taken for grant? sometimes a little gesture, a little thought tells u how u meant to the other person (as in friends lah).

i have not been a bad friend ma? haven't i? sometimes i also think back to "see" what went wrong? seriously speaking, i don't know. somehow or another the blame always falls back to me. not being able to meet at certain timings, just be available for them anytime - i.e. use liao then forget wahahah... not that i don't make an effort, but u think i no need to work ah? i work like a cow for 6 days a week (technically 5.5 days but whatever la, the .5 don't make much difference also). i dont really like to talk about work cos i just dont sometimes i act blur* when the topic comes up lah. u tink i jio u on sat nights not tiring ah?

no matter how hard i try to hang on, i am always the one being let go :( how come they nv fail to remember me when trouble occurs leh?? when they bask in happiness i ... *cry like dobby** so like hodges said (to girssom) "have a good life"

 actually meant to give away this one for charity but i wore it again and feel in love (why i nv liked it the first time round ah?) so u can eat grass already, i tried it on so its not brand new liao, dont act high class. i think i almost had to beg them to reply me.bloody hell.

i'll be nicer to myself from now on since i think nobody wants to be remotely nice to me. so i'll buy tt $5 book that i have been thinking about for 2 weeks or get tt bag 

i saw or that 2 bags i saw a month ago wahah wtf a month. yeah sometimes i'm like that =S.

#going back to homework. literally.