I'm UseLeSs jUz UseLesS.... aN iDioT

Haiz today felt so useless....every since yesterday lor... i duno what is happening to myself, cant seem to control wad i am thinking... wad happened to me? i myself dun even know... nOw i AM vEry stress... i just sit around in class, trying my best to catch up in science, an i just can't, i'm so useless,should have shot myself in the head years agO or should have jumped down a few months b4... i hate to be feeling like this, its like falling down and breaking a leg and not being able to get up again,i can only sit on the floor, looking as the world passes me.... i need a shoulder and ear but i just feel that i'm a burden to my friend... :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(