unworthy of...

my worrying at its best. feeling unworthy :( 

sometimes i think i am unworthy of many things, unworthy of being happy, unworthy of having good friends, unworthy of being called nice. *le-sigh** maybe i am unworthy of making ribbons also :(

but maybe only worthy of viagra and whatever shit that comes in the spam mail hahaha. sometimes really wanna reply, thanks but no thanks i don't need tt bloody viagra haahha wtf.

maybe the architect of bliss would do fine? 

 obolo - The Architects of Bliss; the place where the nice wise man worked at and ... he said, we shouldnt work so hard that we neglect everything, including our friends. i wanted to go and hug him la, but later he box me lol. cos i just said i seems to have lost friends with my working hours :( and seems like he hit the bulleye then? i hope now, to be a better, kinder, sweeter, more considerate friend to my friends, i hope they let me be one?

macarons in champagne, bitter sweet chocolate, early grey chocolate & rose flavour. not bad, very nice. 

the gloomy clouds, but quite serene huh, don't u think? *picturesque** 

tea dot @ nex with wei wen, i drank erm ... tired latte cuppaccino (i think?) and she drank erm ... green tea matcha latte? sorry dont remember the name cos i drank like a cow, taste the same leh hahahah. ok my bad, my bad. maybe i wanna go drink starbucks alone on sat. anybody?? ok nvm, i forever loner, so i will drink my self gah... (*should i get that book***???)

  bye bye ji, thank you for everything u have given to man u. i watched you in your debut match (vs fulham) and remembered how the commentators commended your performances (when many doubt you and thought you were a marketing gimmick, but you weren't). u proved your ability. thank you for all your contributions and thank you for all the medals. THANK YOU PARK!!! i wished u didn't have to go but good luck and all the best, u will always be a devil. Don't let joey barton get u down!!

maybe he should consider a career in hosting (mc), he did a fine fine job while taking over for MC Yuk @ running man, damn funny and witty hahaha. it was really good, i was having a bad day that day and watching him, i really cheered up even thou its @ 2am and i got to work the next day. 

now, i really gotta work tomorrow. so bye!! 

Onward ... (the phase howard schultz is saying has been catching onto me)