haiz~~~ nthing to say

ya... i finally found smthing to bLog>
saw their pics... together liaoz lor.. weLL good for em' haPPiLy 4ev@
congRats... weLL.. din wan to congrats em' but.... haiz...
heart broke... weLL. i'm uGlY~ but i'm still gLad to have three suPer duPer
gReat frenz: Julz, meI rU, faz with me... sharing joy, troubles, worries,
sorrows toGether... gLad to have em' aRound.. if they suddenly ignore me..
i think i'll kill myself. but i'm still sad man~ what to do.. things always dun work
out well for me...
but i still have yenOOr.. thou its cRapz la...heavy heart.. dun feel like going to that damn place now... i rather stay @ woodlands sEc!! haiz............
wat on earth is trying to make things difficult for us.. humans...???
cant they just try to make it easier for us, so that we would be happier
with our lives.... and live happily... i found out i wasn;t even 50% happy--
on normal days.. but i was 101% happy with my 3 Super duper bez frenz.
haiz... wondering where to go tmr... orchard? nahx~ too crowded.. might meet him and her there... dun wish to see such scene, heart breaking @ least
4 me ... happy 4 e others... causeway? maYbe, library? weLL... 10% chance?
things are always smooth for others bah~ except for a few.. and i was, well
the unlucky few...

well, dun feel like bloggin anymore.. blog tmr or mon... we'll see, i'm still sad~ haiz